I can't sleep.

I've been thinking about the game. Sometimes one is not meant to play the game. You have to be a gamer, a pro gamer to play such games. And me, I can never be one of them even if I tried because I'm not that type of person in the first place. So, there's two choices I can make, be the victim of the game, or quit the game completely. I've been getting negative reviews about the characters of the game. But optimistic reviews on the gaming environment. I'm confused. There's a lot of if's in my mind now. What if this, what if that? Blue pill or red pill? Frodo or Smigle? What I need now is something from the player itself. Is the player leveling up? Or is it just mere game play?

How should I play this RPG?