There are just so many things in my mind right now. This, and that, and how, and why, I just don’t know what I’m doing anymore.

I think I still know what I want. But why am I not the kiasu geek that I used to be? Where have my passion gone? Where has all my energy flow to? What am I turning into?...or the correct question to ask is What have I become?

I noticed the changes. I noticed it since day one. But why am I not doing anything about it? What happen to my self control? What happen to the head strong, stubborn, almost hardworking, strive for perfection me?

Questions questions questions. So many questions… but I have always known the answers to them all. It’s time I did something about it. I have already wasted so much precious time. I have already wasted so many chances to succeed.

I won’t regret my actions in the past, because I have learnt a great deal through the experience. I won’t regret my future actions, because I know what I must do to get what I want. I just hope that certain people will understand that success comes with great sacrifices.