Zen Neeon MP3 Player Infected with Windows Wullik Worm Virus

Hm, I know Amy picked up a Zen at the recent PC Fair... Creative is in big trouble. *geng geng geng*

A lot of events unplanned, some planned but put on hold or canceled. I guess life is like that. We can't always expect things to go along with our wishes. Echo("You can plan a perfect picnic, but you can't predict the weather"); It's time for me to do some thinking again. Life have been hectic lately, I didn't really have the time or the energy to reflect on the things I have been doing.

It's already September, three and a half months from I would most probably be in a different company. Yeah, it's time to update my CV, start hunting for that 'dream job' and start writing eye catching and impressive cover letters. Doing all those are easy. The thoughest decision is to actually decide on what I want.

if (i=Work?)
{

printf("What kind of job so I want? Stick back to the IT line? If so, hardware or software? Become a programmer? Don't really have umph to be one. Do support work? Interesting but what happen if I end up doing help desk work?! No No! So IT sales? Or should I go into something that is new to me...maybe like some arty stuff. Become a one (wo)man IT person for a fine arts company? I think I wouldn't mind that =). But apa buat apa? WHAT DO I WANT?!");

}
else if (i=Study?)
{

Echo("This is even worst that looking for a job. What should I study? Masters of what? Do technical Masters or what? I don't have enough experience to know what I like or to know what I want to study. Not enough experience for MBA too. Experience is a must...I won't want to waste time and money on something I'm unclear of. Part time? Full time? or should I take another degree that is non IT related? I always wanted to study psychology...now I can but do I really want to?

}
else
printf("Slack and leach from my parents? Open a restaurant\small little food stall. Muahahhaah *drools* A stall that sells all unique dishes, weird recipes and my favorite food like crispy chocolate cheese cake, mix fruit fried rice, olive chicken rice, double chocolate oats cookies, rum and raisins dark chocolate, all sorts of pasta, ...wahahha and the list goes on... *droolsss* ");

*sign* decisions decisions decisions.

I also want to be left ALONE. Why don't certain people understand. Really want to %^#$#&^%(* when people don't get it. Rahhhh!

I think the best option now is to look for jobs or study away from home. That way I'll get all the alone time I want. Yes, I'm selfish. So sue me.