I did it again. Why do I keep pissing people off?

He was having a bad week last week. He was still having a bad week this week. And what did I do? I made it worst. How could I? Fuck. I despise myself. I totally forgot about Penny and me.

It happened damn fast. Ring ring, hello are you in, don't disappoint me? Ok. $$$. Hang up. Idle. Idle. Idle. FUCK. Saturday night. I can't! Ring ring, lame excuses she did buy it, she fixed my lame excuses, and I had to go with it.

Penny and me...it's penny and me some more. I let money destroy penny and me.