becoming a seahorse

MovableType? ...tested blogger... in chaos now. Rahhhh! feels good though. Have not been HTML coding for a long time. Time to oil up the brain. Need to refill the juice tank. New banner here. I really like the banner. Something that is really me. Any comments?

Things have been watali watala (my own vocab, it means a mixture of feelings) lately. But ... arghhhhhhhhhh seriously this is shit man. I can't even express myself here anymore. All I can say is that I feel used. A worn smell pair of sock. It's been going on for quite sometime now but I choose to ignore it. But it reached to the stage where ignorance is not bliss. I wonder if I'm being overly sensitive. Jealous maybe? Nar maybe not. Can't be jealous of something disgustingly lame can I? Damn it, I need a detour in life.

I’m also becoming a seahorse. NOOOOOOOO!