No longer the 'follower'

This is me.... in a different way. I have always been listening to my parents on this, and that. Though sometimes I don't agree with what they have to say, I feel obligated to follow their ideas and comments. How long am I going to continue to be like this? How long am I going to let me be a living puppet of my parents? How long am I going to pretend that I am glad that I have followed their way? How long am I going to be a corruptted success of my parents? ...HAHAHA wait, corrupt yes, but success ...


I have made a decision. It took me quite sometime to finally decise. I'm going to do it my own way. If I'm wasting time, it's my time I'm wasting, no one else. After all, I think I won't be wasting my time. I will take part, struggle and learn, and be glad that I have fought well. I’ll definitely learn, that iss what the whole idea is about.


Will my parents be ok with it? Will they think I'm soil and not gold? How will people look at me? What will people think of me? Will they go Echo("OMG why? Damn stupid man, She's wasting her time");? Will they look down on me? Will they pity me? I don't know. And I don’t care.

We all think differently. People might think it’s a waste of time and energy, but they might be wrong. I look for different things in life. I think this is what I want to do. So, if all scenarios go according to my prediction, I'm going to do it, no matter what. I’m not letting anyone influence me with this decision.

YOSHHHH! GAMBATTEH!