overloaded

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm overloaded with money WORK!

CNY holidays backlog. Current work increasing. Backing up 2 team mates with their work. Took over 1 team mate's backlog because she left the company. Worried because my TL have yet to delegate her work ..... backlogs are really building up!. Why in the world that meetings and briefings and events always pop up during the busiest times!? Supervisor away for 2 weeks. Went back to work yesterday. 2 new teammates coming in tomorrow, I think I will be training them.

Two important events tomorrow.. making me feel nervous. I normally won't feel nervous... but this is something that I really want. I hope they will think I have got what it takes. Must be confident.. Confident and smart... got to watch what I say.

.... ahhh

Damn it. So much to say but... I say no more here.

I'm so jaded