I'm feeling really chicken shit right now
Sometimes I can't care less of what other think of me. Sometimes I get overly sensitive of what other think of me. Sometimes I can't care less of the decisions I make. Sometimes I get overly sensitive and calculative with decisions I make. But it's not often I get panic attacks!
Only time will tell if I have made the correct decision. I know this is something I want, but some how, why am I feeling panicky? What if it is the wrong choice? What if I was wrong? What if I'm not up for it? What if it all goes down to nothing... and what if it's worst!?
...I'm feeling insecure with my decision. But I can't turn back. So no matter what happens, I have just got to win, or lose the right way.
I'm feeling really chicken shit right now. I might as well get bird flu and die.
I have my cups of regrets in the past. Sometimes I have just got to face my stupid, silly, irresponsible and uncontrollable mistakes. I have learnt to move on, I have learn from those mistakes.... but if this turns out to be another one of them... *sign*
I think I'm losing my confidence. Got to get a grip on myself. I don't like these panic attacks I'm getting.
posted by teckiee @ 6:08 PM
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8 Comments:
at times like this, juz look up and move on, besides, the reason eyes are in front and not behind or sideways is to always look forward and move on with precautions of course :D
I guess you urself know what's to be done that is (will be) best for u.. But not always the choices u make are right OR wrong. Depends on how u see it, rite? =)
Duwan to talk so much, scared say wrong things unintentionally. :P
But *hugs*.. hope u faster get ur 'answer' and feel better real soon! Don't lose ur confidence! ;))
soloh: yah..but how far can your eyes see... and what u see is not always what u get lo
sonia: *hugsss* i need it! ... damn worried la.. arghghgh... i hate this feeling..
If it turns out to be the right decision, you score. If not, do some damage control, become wiser and move on. Don't hit the panic button.
Cous D : I always believe everything happens for a reason, we may not see the benefit of it now but in the long run we will see the wisdom of such an event, adversaries are there in life to shape and make us stronger.
fishtail: *sign* can do damage control.. but waste liau... i guess still cant have a win win situation
D: ...time time.. learn from mistakes but waste time. ...time is always the factor
I feel exactly the same way. Even if I fall, I get up again and try harder. But I often fall, I'm tired of it... but I won't give up ;) You should do the same
Panic Attacks are horrible.
You can try to find out what you should do, and do it. Even if you are scared, try to do it. Something good could happen and if it doesn't happen now, next time.
Have patience and perserverance.
I can't tell you more, I know what you feel.
I forgot to say a thing: I agree of everybody here said, you should learn from your mistakes and move on.
And try to take something good from the bad situation.
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