The conversation ended. I've said more than what I have planned to say. No, I didn't cry. It wasn't the 'emotional' conversation that I thought it would be. She used polite words. She could have been harsher.

The conversation was half repetition I think. They told me stuff I've heard a thousand times before. They told me stuff that I have realised long before today. They told me stuff that I have already thought about (and even planned).

They misinterpreted some things I have said. But those are better left unexplained.

He loves me, but she loves me more. She said I still lack confidence. I know she's disappointed. They made comparisons again. I have to level up. But it's a never ending story of pleasing them.

What do I think? That's for me to know and not for blogging. All I can say is that I do not change people. People change for themselves. And when people change, it's not overnight. People don't build confidence overnight.