What the hell is wrong with me. I'm not enjoying my holidays. I sick. I'm unhappy. I'm confused. I'm emotional. I worried. I'm fed up. I'm fucked up.

I cry at everything. I cry till my eyes fail to open. I can't take it anymore. I don't want to feel this way.

It's always about the same thing. The same issue. I can't take it anymore. Sometimes I just want to end it. Then all is solved.