Truth please...the truth

You scared the shits out of me today. Don't ever do that again. I'll never forgive you if you leave me in 'that' way. I’m be the human that will haunt you.

I had confidence in you at first, because I know you better than that. I know you wouldn't. I know you were just emotional when you said those words to her. But I can't help if but wonder if you have left us. She rung me so early in the morning, and her words brought my confidence down because I know what love can do to a person.

I tried making calls. Yes, I couldn't reach you. The whole world couldn't. I told her to look for you, I'm sorry if you didn't like it but too bad. We had to know that you were still with us.

I know I have been busy. I know I'm not being a good friend. But I love you, and you know that damn well. Just bloody scream at my face next time and talk to me. If you think I'm a nagger then tell me to shut up. Just talk to me, and the truth please, because you know damn well you can tell me anything and can handle the truth. or have you already forgotten?