Internet passport?

Guess what?! Microsoft is sending the above all to all Microsoft Passport Network members. LOL... OK..I'll stop monkeying around... hehehe.

There definitely something wrong with me. Seahorse syndrome.
#1. I maybe have digestion problems. Tried prune juice, Vitagen and etc but nothing seems to be working.

#2. Too much air? Doctor A gave me charcoal pills that don't seem to work. Doctor B gave me gastric pills that also don't work. Have tried Colo2zone, that worked but I was having a bad diarrhoea after that.

#3. Constipation? Ok don't laugh but when the doctor asked me if I had any constipation problem I didn't know how to answer. Not because I was shy, but I really don't know. I think I should keep track of my 'poop' and 'non-poop' days from now onwards. Colo2zone got rid of what ever 'shit' in me... hahahaha. Yeah right...I'm still full of shit ;P. Tried Triphala as laxative... but I guess that's bad for me because it's for cooling my body too. (Continue reading to understand)

I gave up on Doctor A's and B's medication. I went to see a Chinese traditional doctor just now and got an herb prescription. According to him, I'm currently;
#1. Having cloggy blood? I guess my blood flow is now smooth...my blood is too thick or something.

#2. I forgot what the doctor said but I think he said I lack blood too. Or was it something else? I forgot but it's something about the blood.

#3. I'm too cool. ...HAHAHA ok let me rephrase that. My body is... errr.. how should I put it... chilled? Ok for example, in a rainy day, I go outside play with the rain and then stand in front of the air conditioning...I guess I'm in that state now.

The Chinese doctor asked me if I felt lethargic, nauseated, dizzy, tired... I don't know how to answer la. I think it's bad that I'm immune to feeling lethargic, nauseated, dizzy and tired during work. I think I do feel it... but it's like all those are put behind my brain, let the medulla oblongata deal with it.. the cerebellum have more important things to feel.

...Am I feeling stress but I don't know its stress? It's all really new and weird.

Maybe there's a simple conclusion to this seahorse syndrome... I'm eating++ lately.. maybe I'm just getting fat. Getting fat in the tummy area is not fun. Dang.

Anyway, Scars by Papa Roach is nice.

I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cuz you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You should've never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cuz you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life