I'm not too perky these days.

Is it me? Or is it Google? It's so darn difficult to access Gmail and Google these days. Their server is always busy! I think I way too dependant on Google. I have too many active Gmail's and many blogs and podcast on blogger.

Anyway, I'm away from the gym until I get better. I have been sick since last week and it's getting worst by the day. One day of medical leave did no good. Medication only makes me sleepy, and my whole body is aching! Though I'm not sure if it's from my high fever or the gym. *hmm*

Stuff happened at work while I was away in sick bay. *sign* Some people ah.. so darn two faced, damn 9 selfish, and what a jerk off. But expected already la. I'm just glad I stuck to my decision and didn't chicken out la. Then again, can't really blame him because that "big" project is coming, he had to do what he did to retain what is left of his "capable" dogs. He would be in deep shit if he failed the project...but looking at the state of things are going, he might still have a chance of succeeding if the newer and blur'er *ahem* and more loyal *ahem* stuck with him.

Not to say I'm not loyal or what, but I don't see why I have to. I have to be selfish myself. And sorry la, no face given. 6 month might be nothing of some people, but for an inexperience person like me, even 2 months is something!

So whatever la.

Still shity though. I still have to take up my responsibility. And what a bad time to be responsible. Kind of sucks and ironic for me though. I wished I was more of a meanie like the rest. But I know I'm not like that. Furthermore, got to keep my name clean. It's a small world man. I don't know what I might stumble upon in the future.

..ohhh wonder if I should go for Tiesto. Still sick, and haven't even got my tix yet. errrrrrr... go or not to go. Not sure if I'm going to enjoy myself... I'm not too perky these days. Must be getting old... two young girls called me aunty today somemore *cries*

It's aunty che che la if you really want to put the "aunty" there :P