Better be stupid now
I feel like I'm so SLOWWW. I can't seem to understand... or to pick up as fast as others. Somehow people expect me to be better but I'm not. I'm such a disappointment. *sign*
I'm attending another training again. This time a not so relaxing training. I'm finding difficulty to process everything. The lad sessions are giving me headaches. Especially me being so SLOOWWW.
I feel kind of shy actually. I seem to the only one who asks questions. Everyone seem to be doing ok but me :( During lab sessions, I kind of have to "eat myself". My lab partner couldn't be bothered. She even skipped the training after lunch. The other 2 guys sitting beside me said echo("Ah I tengok you buat la. I'm not taking the exam. This is just for my info"); I ended up taking forever to get my the lab task done. Have to ask for special attention some more.
*sign*
Got to head to class early tomorrow to mess around with the labs. I have got to really catch up with the rest.
Don't know la. I've got to be more confident. And have really thick skin. I know nothing that is my I need the training. Don't know mean ask la... better be stupid now and learn rather than pretend to be smart.
posted by teckiee @ 11:32 PM
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Actually i think it might be because other ppl trying to "pretend" they know cos they shy (or too embarrassed) to ask questions...
Many ppl are like that, i noticed.. And yea, better to ask all questions now than regret later! =)
Ur mummy quite funny.. 23 only mar.. Ur 23 rite? Why my mummy nvr worry much wan? I mean, oklar I got bf.. but duno what she'll think of her daughter getting married like maybe in a yr or 2 yrs time? My point is, I dunno what my parents are thinking bout this. If i no bf now also I think my parents wont worry la. Quite weird. =P
I understand how geram it is for her to ask u "mana bf??".. Hehe.. If my parents cared too much also I will become frus!
I agree with sonia, about the people asking topic. You are doing perfectly well asking.
Maybe some understand it but a lot are not.
sonia: LOL! i think non of us knows what our parents are thinking about
bernat: yeah... might be doing a favor for those who dont dare to ask too.... i hope
eva: hahahahaha i think people wont die very ugly la.. i think they ill just land in shit and smell really badly HAHHAHAHA
dun be rude to ur mum la...afterall she onli wans the best for u mar...matchmaking not bad ma...hahaha
chris: budding into ppl's life is even more rude kay... aiyorr matchmaking is ok when i become "old lady" but i'm still not old yet la
erm. are u having your training at Uptown 3?
yep...i'm guess we are in the same class? my instructor? whahaha
...
lets all save some fish eye..
go over chian place and watch her eat fish eye...
crabman: ..is fish eye going to make me brainier?
i think so, my mom says so. and then got pig brain soup also.
yuck!*
got fish eyes anyone?
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