Putting on a fake smile

I was at DUMC again today to watch another play. This time it is called Sliver Airplanes. Another BRAVO job done by the people at DUMC.

The play was really good, it touched me heart deeply. And yeah man, I cried during and even after the play. It was that good. He was laughing at me though :P but I wasn't the only one crying.

I'm very lucky actually. That is why I feel damn guilty now. I bet he felt insulted, I bet he went like "Spoilt brat! You don't know what you have got." I'm glad I realised it before anyone pointed it out to me.

I felt so ashamed of myself when he elbowed me, giving me the hint while the pastor was speaking. He knows how lucky I am, for it is only a "wish" for him. I'm sorry that I didn't think about your feelings. I must be such a bitch for not noticing this.

I have this new found respect for him. It's though life, but he was and is handling it so well. But I wonder... if he is just putting on a fake smile? I think I can learn a lesson or two from him.