Not so happy birthday...

It's my birthday today. People wish me 'Happy Birthday'. I wish myself 'Happy Birthday'. But ... I don't feel all that happy today.

I'm glad I have my family with me for the whole of today. At least that cheered me up a little. But things didn't turn out as planned ....

I'm disappointment. Cover up. Pushing the blame on me. No excuses, no lies. Because I know. How dare you. I'm pissed just thinking of it. Screw you jerk.

I didn't go to work. I took the whole week of for myself...well I had to clear my anual leaves anyway. Happy but not so happy birthday week for myself.

But I'm not going to be a bitch to all by all these negative thoughts.

Thank you all for your birthday wishes, messages, calls, SMSes and not forgetting the presents! Thank you for remembering that I'm another year older ;P

I have more happy stuff to say... but I think I'm still to BLARNGHHHHH. Happy thoughts and some pictures tomorrow. For now... just let me be la ok.

Am I going to let my birthday go just like that? I guess so. I really don't have the mood to celebrate. I don't want to turn another year older.... not yet. So, I'm officially declaring that I'm still 21... HAHAHA... I'm only 22 when I want to be, or until I celebrate.

Can a person actually do this? Yes I guess so. I have no cake, no candles to blow out, so I think I can.