I wish I am wrong

I wonder if my predictions are right. I guess I will only know after the LAN data network audit in April that my team will be having. I just hope my predictions are wrong.

I don't know what I will do if I'm right.

This is one of the times when I wish I'm wrong. But with all is going on, with all the assignments, I just feel that it might just happen. My recent one on one with my boss didn't turn out too well. Even worst.

I will only have 4 months. Shit. If not I might have to wait for maybe another 2 years!

*cries* ...I think it would be hell for me if it really does happen!!!!!! ...Maybe I'll just run away when it happens. I'll just study.