Thursday, September 30, 2004

First thing is first. Today is Thursday. Time for artsy fartsy stuff.



I came across this picture with BC yesterday when we were surfing for stuff for his class work. The search query was 'loneliness'. I love this picture. I think there's more to loneliness to this picture. The creator drew the man looking back at us, and his facial expression, as if he was jealous and disgusted with the world. Is the man angry with the world? or is he just angry with himself? Is the man really lonely? Or is the man anti-social? Look at the picture again; the man is standing under the sun, just right in front of the shade. If he was really hiding himself away from society, he wouldn't be under the sun right? Is the man just seeking for acceptance? ...maybe he just wants to be noticed. One thing I can't figure, there's another shadow on his right. Who and what is that? It must mean something.

Ok, back to blogging. I was watching Latte at 8 yesterday. Interesting stuff. One of the guest was a something something of a cosmetics surgery magazine. It's funny when he and Jason Lo were trying to get their words out without using words. HAHAHA. "Get their 'whoo whoo' enlarge" ...or like "Ok, lets say I'm a mouse and I want to be a horse" LOL! ROTF! They were also talking about liposuction and double eyelid surgery. I saw how liposuction is done on Discovery Channel a few times. Really disgusting and 'geli'. The surgeons just take this tube needle thingy and jab it into a hole they made in you, then yank it up and down and sideways. I almost puked when they did that. As for double eyelid surgery, ...well no comment. You can see for yourself tomorrow. (Advanced warning: Tomorrow's entry is not for the weak hearted)

One more thing, anyone wants gmail invites? I know it's late to ask, everyone must have a gmail account by now, but ...ahhh I suddenly have another few more invites.

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Happy Moo Moo cake festival too all. I'm still searching for the cow that jumped over the moon though. Hehehe. Not celebrating mooncake festival this year. Need to study...but I wish i could study the moon instead.

Since young, I've always (well, almost always) celebrated mooncake festival. During my younger (not that I very old now la hehehe) days, me and my neighbourhood kids including Jin Jin, will group up at the playground behind my house. We will burn candles, burn sticks, and burn down trees! HAHAHA, dead onces. If I remembered correctly, we didn't really play with lanterns. All we wanted was candles and FIRE FIRE FIRE. Those years were fun. Even if the playground was wet from rain we didn't care.

Then during form 5, me and Jin had a potluck thing going on at the playground. The food was there, but I remembered no one ate! A lot of food including a bucket of KFC from Kelvin Kang, watermelons from Wei Tieng, and a whole big pot of fried noodles that Raymond Jacob's mom fried was wasted.

During college years were, well, less noisy celebrations. There's one year I celebrated with 3 other person. Jin, Crabman and Dino. A memorable one though. Then there was a year I went to one of Taman Mayang's playground to 'burn trees' hehehe. Hm..that was the only year we had drinks.

I can't remember much about the rest though. I can't remember what I did last year for mooncake festival too. (Hehehe maybe I am getting old)

Monday, September 27, 2004

Still very much physically and mentally sick. I don't want to rant about it anymore... at least for now... cos if I do, you will be the one who's going to get sick. ...Hahaha

I'm currently blogging from APIIT's lab. It's late but I'm still here. Not my choice to be here though. It's raining outside and I don't have an umbrella to get to my car. APIIT is having this moon cake festival function thingy at the social area right now. They were playing quite a number of mandarin songs, some were my favorites. ... Oh my dad just called. I guess I have to hurry back... hmm still raining. I guess I will just have to stay back and enjoy the free food and mooncake provided downstairs. Hahaha.

Oh yeah, Hari Raya is coming. Drivers don't speed unless you are willing to donate some money to ...ahem ahem... You know what I'm talking about la rite ;P ZHong is generous, he donated twice already. I better be extra careful when I drive too.

Saturday, September 25, 2004

I don't like being in the state I'm in now. Mentally and physically sick. I feel in secure about everything. Am I thinking too much? I don't think I am. So many questions. But no answers this time.

Am I really happy? Or am I just faking it? I don't want to lie. Especially to myself. I need to know. But I'm confused.

Do you feel loved but not loved? Do you feel energy but yet still tired? Do you feel you have did your best, but it's really not your best? Do you feel alive?, but really you are just sick. Questions questions questions...

...its ironic. I can cry the tears of joy, but the fact is, the tears are tears of sadness. It's like laughing so hard at a joke until you cry but continue crying because the sadness in you just flows out. It's sad when I need to lie to myself. But then again, don't we all do?

Can someone help me answer my question? Am I truly happy?

Friday, September 24, 2004

Today is like a few horror stories. ...Too sick and tired to blog... My aunty and her family are here for the weekends... I'll be sleeping with my PC for a few days.

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Really bad time to be sick. My head feels like a boulder. Feel dizzy too. My vision is blurry. I need more blood in my neurons for processing. My personal P4 is malfunctioning. RAHHHHhhh still got to finish my project!

Mom was at many art galleries in Washington D.C. Beautiful stuff I tell you. I'm definitly going there some day... even if I have to go alone. I'm just overwhelmed with happiness by just viewing the pictures my mom took. *drool drool* Here's one of my favourite set...for Thursday!







I understand how she feels. ...Don't bother with her already. No point respecting someone who don't respect and appreciate you. Maybe when she is more mature, she'll be less pain in the ass.

I'm sick again. I've been having fever and headaches on and off these days. I'm tired. I need to rest. But first... need to finish my project!

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

This is weird. Any idea how/why only one file's text description is highlighted blue?



Virus? Nothing happen to my PC yet. ... *touch wood* not like I want anything to happen la. But weird. Hm...I've got to find out... Maybe I should do what this says.



I got my business subjects test results back. I did really really REALLY bad. I failed SIP. *slaps myself* I got only a 6/20 (That's like 30%!!!). This is my first time I failed anything in college! I've always passed test, assignments, projects and exams. ...But I failed this time. I've got to work really EXTRA SUPER HARD for my exams. *worries* I'm loosing confidents. As for BPR, I got a 29/50. Still not enough to get a 60% *$#@!*

The hybrid subjects are going to bring my overall grades down a lot! I've got to recalculate my marks man. I've got to get a 8 GPA and above for SIP just to be safe. As for BPR... hopefully I can do well in the exams. Need at least a 10 for that. Then... I have to PRAY HARD for my final year project GPA to be good enough to cover the Implementation module and SIP. *stress stress*

...I better be off. Going to pick my mom and my aunt from the airport later. Yep, my mommy is back! I miss her! .... I miss my cam too hehehe

Monday, September 20, 2004

Hm...the down time wasn't at the ISP's side. I found out that my anti virus was causing all the problem. All fixed now. =) ...I'm back on DSL wOOt!

I did some little surveys. One of them concluded me as a SEDL--Sober Emotional Destructive Leader. This makes me a Dictator.

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Wackiness: 32/100
Rationality: 44/100
Constructiveness: 50/100
Leadership: 56/100

You prefer to control situations, and lack of control makes you physically sick. You feel have responsibility for everyone's welfare, and that you will be blamed when things go wrong. Things do go wrong, and you take it harder than you should.

You rely on the validation and support of others, but you have a secret distrust for people and distaste for their habits and weaknesses that make you keep your distance from them. This makes you very difficult to be with romantically. Still, a level-headed peacemaker can keep you balanced.

Despite your fierce temper and general hot-bloodedness, you have a soft spot for animals and a surprising passion for the arts. Sometimes you would almost rather live by your wits in the wilderness somewhere, if you could bring your books and your sketchbook.

You also have a strange, undeniable sexiness to you. You may go insane.

Of the 27026 people who have taken this quiz since tracking began (8/17/2004), 5.2 % are this type.
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..hehh...sad...but so damn true.

YES! I've been reconnected to the WORLD! ...ermm eh..well my network connection to the internet died on my yesterday morning. I made a report and checked my line status. All A.O.K. So...aie...something is wrong with my telephone line or something. I've got to wait 3 working days. If it's still not up, I have to wait for another 3 working days for the technicians to come.

Status of my modem you ask? Ethernet is on. The DSL is blinking. Argh! I'm currently on backup dial-up. 48Kbps but I'm not complaining. At least I'm connected now. Whahahaha.

Anyways, the dial-up account is not mine. I'm reading all the terms and conditions for TIMEnet now. Got to get me my own backup dial-up account. TIMEnet kind of expensive though (even if access charges for FOC). Should I get a pre-paid TMnet or Jaring account for backup? Need some advice.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

BC's neighbour, the joker singing uncle with the 8 string guitar, was at BC's sister's birthday party. Hehehe. He sang his songs and joked as usual.

"Oh Carol, I'm a bloody fool. If you leave me, I'll say never mind" LOL!

One of BC's uncle was sung his version of don't know what song...his lyric was...LOL! I can't blog it out because I think he copy righted it HAHAHA. All 'dirty' lyric anyways. But funny. Lucky he got tipsy when all the kids went back. Then again, the kids wouldn't understand.

Learnt a few cool tricks with glasses, water and money too. Got to show you all when we hit the pubs next time. Also found out that it's possible to use the whole 30cm long charcoal to start the BBQ pit. And to make the fire "cum", memang pun got tactic.

The food was all good, especially the cake. Pandan layered cake. BC is sick though, everything tasted like nothing to him =( Even his favourite BBQ lamb didn't taste like it should be. Hope he gets well soon.

I turned into 11 year olds for a few minutes too at the party. Hehehe. It's nice to be kiddie again. I played a few rounds of blind fold game with BC's sister and her friends. It's was fun. I went to play with her hamsters too. There's like 3 generation of hamsters in the cage. The really young onces are just a week old! It's only 2/3 the size of my little finger. (I've got really small hands, so I think its will be like half your pinkie) All the mommies are GANAS (violent) though. I tried taking out some of the hamsters (not the babies, but the second generation onces), but I failed a few times because the first generation hamster keep biting my fingers. *ouch* I managed to get one out a little later, but decided to let it back it cos it keep biting me. *ouch ouch ouch* Red eyes hamsters are ganas. (Actually I realied that all red eyed animals are more aggressive and violent. I wonder why)

Haiks...I better be off. Got to finish up some work and sleep.

Friday, September 17, 2004

Pushing the cart throught the ailes. Looking at my shopping list once in a while to remember what I have to buy. Canceling out the list when I have the items in my cart. Emptying the cart, placing the goods on the cashier counter. Listing to the beep when the P.O.S scans the barcode. I think I'm in love with grocerry shopping (especially when I don't have to pay ;P Dad gave me $$$). Maybe I will help my parents do all their groceries shopping next time...hehehe.

Got funny pic's from Takumi. LOL!




I think they had to get non-muslim bomba people to catch those piggies. Aren't they cute? They look just like me! ;P


...I want his boobs.


BC's younger sister is celebrating her birthday tommorrow. ...I still have no idea what to get her! Any suggestions? She's turning 11. No dolls, cos she's got tons of it already. I asked her what she wanted actually, but I can't afford to buy her a Shi-Zu!

Thursday, September 16, 2004

This is what I need on a tired Thursday night.



...zzzZZZ

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

*argh* I'm fed up with my sister! Is it too much to ask?! Mopping the house for once won't kill! I'm sick of doing all the housework myself.

Without my mom, my housework responsibilities increase even more. On normal days, I will only have to worry about the clothes being folded, and my own room and toilet. Occasionally I'll help my mom out with the floor and my dad with hanging out the clothes. My sister is cooks the rice. Rice only...not the meal)

But now, keeping and cleaning the floor is unofficially my responsibility. I have to clean all the toilets. My sister? Cook the rice. Cook the rice...and only cook the rice. Is it too much to ask if she mopped the house for once? I'm not pushing my entire responsibility to her. I have to attend classes, do assignments, work, and now with the few extra responsibility...I'm just tired.

But every time I tell her to do something, I end up always doing it instead. We share our toilet. But who does the cleaning? Me. She does help out...only once in a very very very blue moon and usually I have to bug her a 100 times before she does it. And I tell you, she really "CLEANS" the toilet. Sarcasm intended. She even dares to tell people that "If we ever move, I want to share toilets with my sis, cos I know I won't have to clean it".

I'm really sick of being nice. I'm not cleaning the floor today. She's going to do it. ...and FYI, my sister is already 16. Form 4. She's a big girl. She has to start taking responsibilities too. Don't tell me she's still young for housework cos I started house chores when I was in Standard 6. (I'm grateful I had a family maid before that) My sister better not test my patients.

..ok...to less annoying subject. Sean, Jun Kun, Alicia and her sister Arene were my guinea pigs ..er i mean 'tester' hehe for my the minestrone I cooked. Sean gave good comments, but I don't think the other three linked it at all. =( Jun Kun said it was too salty and taste like tomato puree. Alicia said it was too watery and the garlic bread was nice. (Means the minestrone not so good la if you can interpret it) Arene...I don't think she likes it too much too cos she was quiet the whole time.

I want to try a second attempt. Planning to call ask someone who have actually tried minestrone before to test it out. I have only tried minestrone in two placed before. My first try was in Italy, cooked by an Italian chef of course. Superb. Second and consecutive tried was all at that Italian restaurant in SS2, along side with Murni Mamak. I think my minestrone don't taste that bad compared to both. Then again I don't know la...obviously food I cook myself taste good...HAHAHAHA.

Monday, September 13, 2004

My days have been getting mundane lately. Brain dead for the past few days too. Can't really get myself to start my assignments and start studying for my final exams. *sign* I need some motivation and stress. I’m just too relaxed at the moment.

I have motivation to cook though. I cooked lunch for my sis and BC today. Hahahaha lunch was edible, but everything was over cooked. I'm planning to (try to) cook minestrone tomorrow. My first time attempting to cook it. Hopefully it turns out well. Gonna try making something I tried at APIIT's canteen too. Potato with tuna. Something like that. I invited Jin, ZHong and JK to be my guinea pigs hehehe but only JK could make it. Ah well... I'm planning to (again....try to) cook cabonara this Friday... anyone willing to be my guinea pigs?

...I realized I'm a bad daughter. I miss my digicam more than my mom.

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Bad luck comes in a bundle. I broke a bowl, melted a plate and screwed up the microwave.

I went to the post office to collect a registered letter and then dropped by Giant supermarket to buy some groceries. There was this instant parpadam on sale for RM1.49 per packet. About 20 to 30 parpadam in a packet. The sample tasted ok, so I bought a packet.

I came back, took a plate and placed 2 piece or the 'raw' parpadam on it. I then back to the cupboard to take bowl. ..... when rinsing the bowl..I dropped it. *shit* shards of glass was every where. My dad gave me a look.

Things got worst. My sis helped me put the parpadam into the microwave. 10 minutes. 10 minutes? 10 minutes! The guy that was giving out the cooked parpadam sample told me, microwave it for 10 minutes. I'm stupid. Thin layer of mixed flour and spices. 10 minutes? I didn't bother to think. I told my sis to set it to 10.

I continued to clean up the mess I left. Had to sweep and then wash the kitchen floor to make sure there were no shards of glass left to hurt anyone. While cleaning up, I smelt something burning. *must be the parpadam* So I went to check on the parpadam. IT WAS ON FIRE IN THE MICROWAVE! *SHIT BIG TIME*

The plate that I used for the parpadam was microvable. But it melted. The parpadam burnt like paper. The other parpadam was ok....what the heckkk?! My dad gave me the "you are so dead" look. I turned off the power to the microwave and let the microwave air. The plate cracked, and a chip dropped off.

...my heart is still beating from the incident. I'm so stupid. Someone sue me.

Ying should have landed in already by now. 13 hours on the plane. Reminds me of my flight to Amsterdam 4 years back. Ying almost cried yesterday. Her eyes were all watery and red. She actually told me and Sean to leave first, because she knows she'll cry if we stayed any longer. We didn't leave though...but ah...it's only for a year. I'll be seeing her real soon.

Saw Ming Lee, Deric and Kiki there too. Ming Lee was sending Tai (Mun Chun...we used to be in the same diploma intake) off and Deric and Kiki was sending one of our fellow APIITian off also. One DF0131 girl. Forgot her name. All of them (Ying, Tai and the other girl) were on the same flight, going to the same Uni too.

On the way back...errr...well...me and Sean met a small accident (that caused $$). It's a long story that I won't want to blog about.

Anyways, I woke up early to become super maid today. BC came over (my sis let him in) and saw me in my super main mode (Hair tied up in a mess...looked more like a mad woman, sweat moustache, clothes half soaked with water...still in my PeeJays). *shy* *blush blush* I was washing the toilet some more. *blush* I was scrubbing the bathtub...then the bathroom door opened. BC popped his head in. AH!

Went out for lunch with him and my sis after that. We dropped by a pet store to get fishing baits for BC's fishing trip. Worms, crickets and guppy fishes. Call me jakun, but I never knew earth worms were sold in packets of soil. Wouldn't it be cooler (more yeng some more) if worms were displayed in aquariums. If anyone wants to buy them, the shopkeeper then will reach in and grab them with his bare hands, shows it to the customer and says "One fist enough?" (as in, one grab la..not the fist itself) Whahaha. Syok. Like fear factor.

...maybe I should get a packet for earth worms too. Since my mom threw my 'pet' cactus away a year back, I could start keeping worms as pets. How difficult can keeping worms be?

Friday, September 10, 2004

One of my good buddy is leaving for UK tonight. =( Good luck and all the best in your future undertakings YING! Me is gonna miss you!

Thursday, September 09, 2004

I had a really long and interesting chat with Eva today. We chatted throughout the whole lunch period actually we 45 minutes late for class cos we couldn't stop talking! The lecturer wasn't lecturing so we continued out chat until the end of class. I haven't been into conversations like this for a very very long time. *phew* My lips and throat are all dried up hehehe.

I've also learnt Eva (as a group leader for DCCN) gives her group members chocolates and sweets after the completion of the project. SO NICE! It's kind of like rewarding your members for all the hard work they and effort they have put in for the project. Not bad heh... I like the way she does things.

Anyways, things are pretty dull right now. BPR project is due in two week, and the exams in three weeks! Got to get my lazy arse to study and work.

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

I had no proper breakfast and lunch today. =( The gaster juice was building up in my tummy. Was a little later for dinner. Then... sobb sobb... gastric big time.

I planned to eat asam laksa at the pasar malam (night market) near my place today with BC, but cancelled it because it's not a good idea to eat something sourish when there's all the gaster juice in my stomach. We went to eat 'Bak Kut Teh' instead in Alisan mamak. My gastric was bad. I ate super slow. My gastric was killing me halfway through dinner. Managed to finish my dinner, BC drove me home.

By the time I reached home I felt like vomiting. I can't even stand straight. BC had to help me open the gate and everything. Stoned on the couch for a bit after that. The pulling sensation in my tummy...fooyoo...indescribable man. My worst gastric ever.

It's funny...people in charge of part C, D, E and conclusion have already finished their part...but part B is still not done. What is this man. I'm doing the compiling work (again) and have to wait till part B is done. *yawnnn* I actually did housework while waiting. Yeah, I can't believe it myself. I can't be bored'er than this.

I can't play the Vampire game now cos I ran out of AP (action points). I'm kind of addicted to the game already. 30mins for one AP. Arghghghg. Not enough man. Sometimes when you see humans...you can't bite them! And when you can, it's all gone!


Before


After *cries*

Monday, September 06, 2004

My score card.

Objective
- Think positive and keep a fresh mind to be able to crap
- Be able to finish the project
- At least PASS the darn subject

Critical Success Factor
- Business ideas and resources. Blogs ;P, Google.com, class notes and etcetera
- Brainstorming session with other parties to improve on crapping skills
- Time
- A computer with a word processor

Key Process Indicator (Measures)
- edit -
- The word 'PASS' on my results paper

Next up, Porter's 5 Forces Analysis. HAHAHAHA. Ok ...back to work.

Sunday, September 05, 2004

My mom and aunt should be in Newark airport in N.Y. by now. I hope they are having fun!

My dad, sis and I sent my mom and aunt off yesterday. We reached KLIA at about 7pm to pick meet with my aunt who just flew down from Singapore. We had dinner at KLIA's food court. The food there was delicious! Roti canai never tasted better! (But ah...Rm1.50 for a plain roti canai...roti telur Rm3.00) Anyways, we hung around for a bit then left about 10.15pm when my mom and aunt boarded the plain. I could tell that my mom was actually afraid. She tried to hide it...but it's just too obvious. It's written all over her face. I'm quite worried for her actually. She hasn't been on an international flight since her honeymoon! That's like 20 over years ago. Plus she's got flight and height phobia. Thank god my aunt is with her.

I'm still really stressed out by SIP. I'm really going to fail a subject this time. I have never failed a subject ever in the whole source of my degree. ...this time... I just really want to pass. I don't want a first class...not a second upper...just to pass. My team members better send my their part real soon too... can't get some of my work done without theirs...

- edit -...aie... did I tell you that SIP failure rate is the highest out of all the subjects?

Saturday, September 04, 2004



How I wish I could just press the Esc button to escape handing up my SIP assignment. Or a Ctrl-Alt-Del to exit my Life.exe application would be better. I'm almost at the verge of giving up...but NO I CANNOT! I can't be such a loser. So...my last resort is seeking help...here. I know la...but I've got no other choice already la. I'm desperate. I'm not even sure that anyone would want to help...but ...desperate moments calls for desperate measures.

Question: Recommendation for future development of Tesco's (U.K.) current system that would give strategic benefits. Plan the IT development using a suitable strategic framework.

Overview of Tesco's current business and system: Click here for full case study (Right click and Save Target As) (Requires Adobe PDF reader)
- has customer loyalty cards (Club cards) to analyse customer needs;
Data mining kind of thing going on so Tesco knows what certain customer often want, hence able to provide them with promotion for specific products.

- Tesco.com, putting Tesco Brick and Mortar business to Click and Mortar;
Basically is an online retailing site selling groceries (main focus), electronics, books, CD's, clothes, personal finance (online banking), Tesco.net (Tesco's very own ISP, providing free services to all Tesco.com users) and etc.

Features in Tesco.com includes shopping ideas/tips, favourites, recipe book, product customization, shopping cart history and etc. Tesco.com is also caters for vision impaired customers.

- Store-picking system, for Tesco.com
All orders go through this system. The customers’ orders are grouped and managed at a central processing office, then distribute to its respective Tesco stores. Each Tesco store has its own system that sends the orders to shopping carts. The carts are integrated with mini computers. Pickers are provided with a shortest path to products by the mini computers. A product scanner is also provided to let pickers confirm that they have picked the correct product.

- Backend of Tesco.com
I think Tesco is hosting their own site. Is it a good idea to propose for them to outsource their hosting? Tesco.com is maintained by external web development companies, that uses TeamSite for content management of the site.

Any ideas for future development of Tesco? Give me your all your business/IS/IT ideas. Any idea will do. Let me thank you in advance. Thank you.

Friday, September 03, 2004

OH MY GOD! I'm the most irresponsible group leader/member and student alive! I forgot I had a presentation!

I woke up at 9 this morning. I had no idea why I woke up so early. I happily did my whole geek morning routine and then head back to my room. Washed my face and brush my teeth. (I was still in my Pee Jays) I dump all my notes on Tesco.com and started reading them for my assignment. Then at about almost 11am, Seng Kuin rang me. I was wondering why she would call me.

Seng Kuin: Eh where are you?
Me: *...thinks a bit* *FUCKKKKKK PRESENTATION!!!!* OH FUCK. *I said it aloud* I'm still at home. Ok I'm my way
Seng Kuin: Har?!!! Still at home! Come quick!
...toot toot toot...

I dumped everything, wore what ever APIIT clothes than came to sight, took my phone, purse and car + house keys and dashed out of the house. 'Fei chi lok' ("Flew") college all the way. Heavy traffic and long waits at the traffic lights were...ARGHGHGHGH. I was 10 minutes late for the presentation. Thank god my lecturer (Mr.Mohan) was 5 minutes late, so he and my group members had to only wait for 5 minutes. Seng Kuin said Mohan wasn't too happy about group members being late for an important presentation, but his face expression changed when Mohan saw/knew that the late comer was me (The 'responsible' class representative...HAHAHAHA). Phew.

Anyways, I was still very unhappy even Mohan said it was OK (because I know its NEVER EVER OK to be late!) and at least I took the effort to come (I lied that my dad's car wouldn't start. Dead batt again). I didn't present well too because I panicked about being late. I left all my que cards and presentation notes at home. I left out a whole bunch of technical and hardware points. I'm very very disappointed at myself. My research focused so much on hardware and its implementation and yet during the presentation I didn't even mention anything on it. The way I presented was also shameful =( I couldn't catch my breath, I could think properly, my words were just coming out of my mouth with no structure. Aie...shameful man the way I brought myself. I couldn't catch Mohan's attention when I was presenting, I think I was rather presenting to the monitor than to him. ARGH! I paniced! *stutter stutter*

I have nothing to say to myself already. I've disappointed my group members, Mohan and myself. I have projected myself as someone who’s shoes I wouldn't never want to be in. I have less respect to people who are not serious with their work, and yet, I let myself be in that position. If I was in the industry right now, I would have gotten my arse kicked out of the organization I'm working for.

I'm going to get shit marks for this presentation. I am F'crewed.

I'm drained for the day. I over slept for 10 mins again today...I think I should start setting two alarms. But wasn't late for class. =)

Class was ok. Stayed back for a while to get some things done in the labs. I bang into Michelle on the way out of college. Chatted with her a bit. Anyways, Michelle and her friend was stuck in college until late so I offered to drop them back home... and I did. It's weird cos I was in the same Moral Studies (combined class) class with Michell during my Diploma days. Both of our class hated each other. I used to disliked her too (for no apperent reason...hahahaha...damn tau kei). Hehehe but we were kids back then, all immature and all. (I'm still a kid, but at least I grew up a bit ;P) Moral Studies was like WAR between both of our classes. I still remember we had this Moral debate. My class versus hers. Hahahaha. Ah well, thats back in Diploma. I'm glad we became friends and not remined enemies.

Anyways, when I reached home I got a call from Zhong. He told me he was going to play at this new cafe in Sunway and asked if I wanted to go. Zhong...unofficial first gig, obviously I'll go la! Went with BC, Zhong, Apple and Shin Yin.

The cafe (Tea Sprout Cafe) actually belongs to Shin Yin's friend. Zhong meet him on Merdeka eve, and he invited him over for a session. The cafe is located at the shop houses opposite the eXtream Park in Sunway. A nice cosy place. Reminds me a little of Chill, minus the alcohol hehehe. They do server alcohol there, but just simple cocktails and ice blended with alcohol. Overall a nice place to chill out.








Shin Yin's dog, Pen Pen (Pronounced in Mandrine, it means 'dumb dumb' in English hehe)


Me and BC went to Murni after that to have supper. Both of us were HUNGRY PIGS! Ate Indomee and mutabak daging special. Yummy!

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Merdeka day yesterday. Nope, I didn't go out and celebrate. But that doesn't mean I'm not patrotic.

I bit my own lip yesterday, tasted a little of my own blood. Toady, the cut became a painful ulcer. =( My lips are so dry too. Drinking pits of water didn't help. Hopefully this RPG game that Solasura intro will keep my lips bloody wet with the pints of blood i drank. HAHAHA. Let me drink your blood .... *cough cough* erm I mean check this out. Interesting. http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=teckiee

...oh yeah...today is my brother's birthday. Happy 22nd Birthday Kor! Hope you are enjoying your birthday over in U.S.

Better be off reading stuff on Tesco.com, then go drink some blood. HAHAHAHA. Remember.... taste blood. Yummy. Slurppp