Thank you all for your concerns.

My last entry was a little misleading. No, I'm not thinking of ending my life. I love myself too much to hurt myself. I'm afraid of pain, suffering and death itself.

I'm heading down to Singapore for the weekend. I've got a bad feeling something worst is going to happen. If it does, ... ... ... I don't know... I just don't know.

I'm leaving you with something funny for the weekend, to neutralise the negative karma that is floating around my blog for the past few entries.




How to know if a man has money

What the hell is wrong with me. I'm not enjoying my holidays. I sick. I'm unhappy. I'm confused. I'm emotional. I worried. I'm fed up. I'm fucked up.

I cry at everything. I cry till my eyes fail to open. I can't take it anymore. I don't want to feel this way.

It's always about the same thing. The same issue. I can't take it anymore. Sometimes I just want to end it. Then all is solved.

Heng Soon just told me that he get his SIP assignment results from the admin. He also told me that 90++ students got a grade D, that’s a third class. I got a feeling I'm one of them. I have no way of knowing my grades unless I go back to APIIT. But i think I will not. SIP really scares me.

I watched The Terminal today. Quite a fun movie =)

The rest of the day sucked. Someone is giving me the silent treatment. Nothing I can do. *sign* I need to keep myself occupied. I'm thinking too much during the holidays.

I'm been eating like a pig but people still say "OMG you are so thin!". Eh I'm small built. I have skinny bones. I'm not skinny. I'm just not fat at certain areas.

Today is another full day. Tummy wise =) Me, Eva, Veslyn and Wai Leong went for dinner at T.G.I.Friday One Utama to celebrate Wai Leong's birthday. We ate until we couldn't move. All of took the Ramadan Promotion that was going on. RM69.90 for two heads. 1 main dish and 1 main course, no drinks.


Lemonade, apple juice, smoothie. The lemonade was good. Very sour and very fresh.


Eva and Bill ate Chicago wings. It looked ok. Not sure how it tasted like.


Me and Veslyn had mushroom soup. Very thick and creamy. Had fresh mushrooms in them too. Tasted good.


Grilled salmon, cheese smashed and chunk potatoes and stir fried vegetables on the sides. Sidelines were good, but the salmon was a bit dry from the grill.


The rest of the people had BBQ chicken. The chicken was juicy. Yum.


The bloated us after the dinner. =)

Me, Eva and Veslyn had Pecka Pecka ice cream too. DELICUIOUS! The stall is located at the ground floor, new wing.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY WAI LEONG! Sorry weizz i can't make it tonight. Will make up for it at lunch tomorrow =)

Happy 22nd Birthday Gerby! Get drunk over in OZ yah!

I attended 2 weddings today. I was in Ipoh for a tea ceremony and luncheon and then came back after that to attend the wedding that me and my mom "went to" yesterday.

The food for the dinner was so so, but the people and atmosphere was Oh La La. Chun chics were abundant, guys, a few here and there. I saw one of my ex-Tamansea senior there too, but forgot his name.

Too tired to blog about the dinner so summary is as below;

- no 'network' made
- chun chics X 25
- chun guys X 10
- bride was like Miss Hong Kong. She's tall, fair and pretty.
- bridegroom was good looking too
- bridegroom's sister-in-laws' are hot hoochie mamas! One wore a black and silver sari, and the other wore a bare back with a plunging neck line at the front.
- a few guai lo and hak lo

And about the whole 'mother only bringing me and not anyone else', aie, expected la. No comments on that la.

LOL! Me and my mom went all the way to the Hyatt Saujana Golf Club ballroom just to realised that the wedding dinner we were suppose to attend wasn't today, but tomorrow. Invitation cards are given, but my mom, HAHAHAHA didn't bother to check the date and assumed it was on today.

I have to really start shopping for work clothes and more formal function dresses. I hardly have anything to wear for the dinner. I usually dress quite 'chin chai' for all occasions. My quote, "Dressing down is a fashion statement", but the 'mistake preview' today kind of opened up my eyes a little. It's better to over dress, than to under dress for formal functions. Thank god I over dressed a little for my standard so I was able to blend in with the crowd.

Why am I suddenly so sensitive about dressing all of the sudden? Well, I'm not a student anymore. Not that students have an excuse to dress down but I'm more particular about projecting a more positive and mature image of myself. First impression counts and the way one acts, dresses up, her whole outlook plays an important part in socialising with the *ahem* adults, elder and more experienced people.

Dresses, dresses, I need dresses. I've always wanted to get nice dress to wear but always end up getting something casual. It's time to really shop for a few formal dresses and maybe a nice sleek frock. Money is a factor though =(

...but thank god I still have chin chai functions where I can still wear slipers and shorts and not feel weird.

I spent RM135 on CD-R's today. Ouchhh. I feel the hole in my pocket. But at least I got my CD-Rs, 200 of them huahuahua.

The journey back from LowYat was dreadful. I was tired and was having a real bad migrain. The whole of Federal Hiway was jammed up. Crabman wanted to use the bus lane but I adviced not too because Zhong and Papi 'donated' their hard earn cashey to certain 'people'. I must be extra careful when driving already. Some festival is coming so have to 'seng mok' on the road a bit la.

Nothing much happening this week. I'll be following my mom to her friend’s nephwe's wedding tomorrow. Don't ask me why but my mom only asked me to go, not my dad, not my sis. I don't know what her intentions are but I only can think of two, which both I've already told Jin. I'll just have to see if my analysis is correct.

I agreed to go thought (if I'm right about) her intentions are...well for me...is not so nice. I'm there to expand my kononnya “network” and try to get some contacts for my first job. In the mean time can also listen to interesting office gossips to broaden my knowledge on in-office rivalry hahaha. I bet there is interesting stuff to be learnt.

I'm ready to start working again. My holidays are just so unproductive. I need some inspiration to start learning .NET on my own too.

Blahhh just no umph la. Writing my resume sucks. I have no idea how to start my cover letter. Can I just bumb around until my results are released? Hais...sien sien sien. Got part time/freelance job for me anyone? I'm bored to death. There's only jokes in my inbox that keeps me alive.

Holidays are bad for me. Nothing to do. No money. Too much to eat. Too much to think.

There are many times in life when all of us take time off to think about our future. We ask ourselves, “What do I really what?” Then we change for the better, for ourselves, and not for anyone else. Our change will affect the people around us. Enemies might feel challenged and stressed. Friends will be happy for us, or maybe be jealous of our achievements. Ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends will be wondering why they left you.

Then again is changing really that easy? A person does not just change overnight. People often do not realised negative aspects about themselves. Including me. What happens? Nothing actually. Sometimes friends and family tries to tell us stuff but we are all too blinded by work, stress, love, lust, greed and money to realise what a monster/weakling we all are, until something hits us. I just realised it so much easier to take insults and comments from strangers or people we hardly know. Strangers just on and off switches much more effective don't you think?

I'm still young. Only turning 21 soon. There's so much in life that I have yet to experience. But have experienced some shits throughout the years that I'm alive. Some times I just hate it when older people think that they are wiser. Maybe not only older people, but people with experience. What makes you think that a young person with no experience do not understand a situation? A close friend told me once, being intelligent is learning from our own mistakes, but being wise is learning from other people’s mistake. So it's wisdom that I want. It is wisdom that I have. I'm going to be immature and stick my tongue out at the next intelligent person that comments on my life and future.

Me being young gives me more choices in life too. I knew I had choices, but only realised I had even more choices over a very educational and interesting mamaking session yesterday. The ocean is big, the sky is high. We all don't have to make a decision yet. Grabs what ever that comes along. Ditch the bad take in the good. Try out new stuff, but not to the extent that our actions will demoralise ourselves. Don't be the weakling, be the monster.

How do one actually morph from a weakling to a monster? Am I a monster? ..no, not yet.

Where does this entry leads to? I don’t know man. I have no idea what I just wrote.

I don't know why, but everyone seems to be not in the mood for anything today, including me. So, I'll let the pictures do the talking. Me, Audery, Yen Ying, BC, Ah Hau and Zhong was at some where in between Kota Kemuning and Klang for seafood. Not Telok Gong, the turning to Banting.


This is the only restaurant in the palm oil estate we went to.


'Oh Chien' (fried oyster). Not really the original Oh Chien. This is more like sizzling Oh.


'Lai Lui Har' (some kind of watery prawns) fried in 'heh bee' (small dried shrimps)


Claypot escargots. (River/water snails)


Cheese escargots.


Hong Kong 'kai lan'. This is very nice. The strips of seaweed looking stuff are actually chopped up deep fried young kai lan leaves.


Poor monkey in the cage. I think the monkey’s job is to pluck coconuts.


Zhong said me and BC looked like we were far far from the city in this picture. I agree.


We also ate 'Kong Pou' crab and 'Ham Dan Wong' (salted egg yoke) crab plus fried 'tong fun' (a type of noodles) with 'lala' (a type of shell fish). I didn't get to take pictures of it because I was to busy enjoying the food. Hehehe.

After lunch all of us headed back to BC's place. Played with BC's sister's new puppy. Cute little thing. Likes to bite shoe laces.


Hehehe amy and her new puppy look so cute

The conversation ended. I've said more than what I have planned to say. No, I didn't cry. It wasn't the 'emotional' conversation that I thought it would be. She used polite words. She could have been harsher.

The conversation was half repetition I think. They told me stuff I've heard a thousand times before. They told me stuff that I have realised long before today. They told me stuff that I have already thought about (and even planned).

They misinterpreted some things I have said. But those are better left unexplained.

He loves me, but she loves me more. She said I still lack confidence. I know she's disappointed. They made comparisons again. I have to level up. But it's a never ending story of pleasing them.

What do I think? That's for me to know and not for blogging. All I can say is that I do not change people. People change for themselves. And when people change, it's not overnight. People don't build confidence overnight.

Something is going to happen after dinner. Echo("I just don't what you to feel offended");

I don't know it's a good thing, or bad thing. But I know I'm glad I approached both of them. She said ("Don't tell me now, after dinner I want to have a long talk with you. I have been thinking a long time and have been wanting to have this talk for you for a long time.") Now, I'm very glad that I brought up the topic and not having them to tell me.

I have a rough idea on what’s going to happen. I have to think what to say. ...Or should it be an impromptu thing? I'm afraid I'll say the wrong things and make them lose their confidence in me. It took me so much effort and time to win their confidence, to make them trust me, to prove to them I'm not weak, to prove to them I am not as lame as they thought I was, not an under achiever, to prove to them I can be someone whom they can be proud of. I can't lose all of that. But I don't want to lose what I have gained through losing what I have lost either.

I need them to know that I’m not them. I’m not him, and I’m not her. I can’t be all that they want me to be. I’m different. I think differently. I want slightly different things in life. I’m still young, I’ll never know? …I know that. But let me decide. I have a mind of my own. I may be too young, but I do think seriously. I know I’m no body to judge myself but I think I’m mature enough to say “I know what I want”. I know what I’m heading into. I know what future I want. But I don’t tell them. …why? I don’t what to listen to known insults that will make me feel degraded, insults I know that are just too much, and insults that lowers my esteem.

I don’t know where the conversation will lead to, but I don't wish the conversation to be ended as an argument. I don't wish to cry during the conversation. I can't cry. I don't want to be label as weak. I have to say the right things and fight for myself and not be interpreted as a fool, or like she would say, "silly". But what is right and what is wrong? If she dislikes me everything will be wrong. Her ego won’t help in the conversations either.

I just can’t take the stress anymore. I don’t know if I will be able to keep my cool during the conversation. …But I know I have to say calm. I have to think clearly before blabling things out. I can’t be emotionally unstable. I have to apply all my physiological knowledge that I have observed and apply them.

I have to be an adult.

Ahhh I didn't go to my first hip hop and break-dance class in Sunway because I remembered I can't dance with an injured ankle. But... I ended up in FAB (Federal Academy of Ballet, that's were I took my whole 13 years of ballet from last time) watching a break-dance showcase demo. SUPERB BABY! I learnt a few tricks for stretching and learnt 2 break-dance balancing techniques. Audrey did a bridge and kind of like a turn turn thingy...don't know how to describe but way coolllll. I think Ah Hau was learning balancing too.

Eats a lot of strength man. My wrist hurts like mad! Just imagine, it's just balancing work. Not even the twirls and stuff. But it was all worth it. I think I'm going to take up break dancing. Female and males learn different things too...so no worries about breaking bones and stuff.

Bye bye flabby arms, legs and stomach and hello toned muscles =)

Q: What's wrong with me?
A: Your facts are banging against each other. Get it straighten.
Q: Yeah, but how?
A: ....err

I went for my first karaoke session today. I had fun. Initially Ah Ching Kor and Sean was suppose to join us. But Ah Ching Kor has things to do and Sean fell sick. So it's me Jin and BC. I'm feeling too lousy now to blog, so I'll let the pictures do the talking...or singing. *I am not responsible for the rain today*


BC, the screen and Jin


The Fish n Chips I had. Looks kind of plain, but tasted good.


Jin and Me


Me and BC


Jin, me and BC

Today is just like any other day. An ordinary day. But I feel extraordinary today. Well no, I don't feel like superwoman, I just feel so relaxed and happy. I wish everyday can be like today. I talked to all of my loved onces today. Even though it's all like 5 to 10 minutes (or maybe even a 1 minute conversation) conversation chats, I feel content. =)

Thanks JK for driving all the way up to PJ to see me into the typing exercise that I scored badly in hehehe. I know you didn't have to come down; you just gave a reason so I wouldn't feel afraid.

I was out with BC today too. We went to see Borne Supremacy. Superb show. Some times sequels are boring, and not up to expectation, but Borne Supremacy is a must to watch! Before the movie BC took me to a dance studio near his college, and guess what...YEAH BABY! I'll be dancing again! I'm taking up Hip Hop and Break dancing this time. wOOt! wOOt! I wait for my classes this Friday! Weeeeee!!! How much? Only Rm120 per month! Rm120 is cheap for both classes.

Anyways, Ah Hau sent me the pics from the Sepang Rave already. I can't seem to load them up to my fotopages so here are some of the funny ones we took. All the pictures were taken in the car park. We were kind of having our drinks only picnic on the tar road in between the rave.


This is me. ...in a frame? hahaha


L-R: Zhong, Me and BC


L-R: Me, Gordon, Kelvin, and Zhong. Sitting on Ah Hau's and BC's car hehehe


Me and BC


The Girls (L-R): Audrey, Me and Ice


The Guys (Clockwise from L): Boon Yew, BC, Hau, William and PG


Serious sikit


The sakais

My mom scolded me this morning for not seeing a doctor about me ankle. She booked an appointment with my family's physiotherapist and drove me there to make sure I went. Actually ah, there's no 'lebam' or anything, plus I can walk much better today already. Mom a bit paranoid that I'll loose my legs. Then I'm a bit stubborn also. I'm known to avoid doctors and any form of medication. Especially physiotherapist... you know la... when they "massage" your leg, it's not comfortable. It's PAINFUL. Then again I know no pain no gain. ...but..but... aiee

But any how, nothing big la. The doctor said mine was just a slight tissue injury. There's no need for any rubbing or heat action because the tissue will heal itself. But the doctor said "no moonlight for the week". HAHAHA ...if you know what I mean.

Anyways, this is what the doctor advised me to do. First, take 2 pail/tubs of water, one warm, one cool. Soak my feet in the warm water for 10 to 20 seconds, then soak in the cool normal tap water will do) for another 10 to 20 seconds. I have to repeat that until I get bored I guess, and then elevate my leg. When it dries, she said to exercise the ankle. Rotate left/right/up/down. Stuff like that. This process will help heal the tissue quicker.

Hopefully my ankle gets better soon. I need to jump around like a monkey and eat like a pigs with my buddies!

The Redzone rave at Sepang yesterday was fucking awesome! Sorry about the vulgarity but I can’t think of any other more suitable word to describe the atmosphere yesterday.

The music was superb all the way! You know typical raves have really not so good music at the beginning, and then towards the closing the music gets better, but this time was wOOt! all the way! The deco was like typical Redzone deco. Nice la. There’s like Marlboro display and some console gaming section too. I have no idea about stuff going on at the dance floor because all of us were raving at the side.

We entered the rave just in time for the fireworks. It was so beautiful!!! The fireworks display lasted for like 5 to 10 minutes I think. Very nice. There’s a part during the fireworks display where the display came out in heart shapes. Chun weiii. This time’s fireworks display is much better compared to their last rave at KL Tower.

Everything was nice. But sadly I can’t really remember what was going on or stuff I did after I re entered the rave. All of us went back to the car to have our own private drinking session. I drank too much. Didn’t feel the kick then, but when I was back at the rave, the music, the crowd and the alcohol got me into a state of trance. I could really feel the alcohol kicking in then. The feeling? Like ecstasy baby!

But on the way back I was feeling sick. Head all heavy and dizzy. The alcohol effect was still in me. Me not dancing it off made me feel worst. So…. I vomited…beside the high way. After that, knockout in the backseat. BC said I didn’t move an inch after that. Hais… then when I got home, I tripped over my computer cables and fell. My sis dragged the cables across the floor in front of the stairway. It was dark, plus I was KO already. Didn’t notice the cables. When I woke up today, the hang over kicked in. Sial. Then I realised I have sprained my left ankle. I was too drunk and numb to even notice it yesterday! This is bad man.

I have to learn to take care of myself better. Hais. I told myself that I won’t want to get drunk anymore after Jin’s party in April, but …partied too hard and got drunk again. I have to learn my lesson.

I don't have pictures we took yet, check Audrey's blog for some of them. I'll post them up as soon as I get my hands on them.

I'm officially TERMINATED from APIIT. It's time to party! wOOt!

Yeesh... this really sucks. I was feeling a bit tired and sleepy so I drank a cup of instant white coffee so that I'll be able to stay awake to finish up my revision for my final paper tomorrow. But... I can't seem to fall asleep now.

So here I am, really looking forward to be 'terminated' by APIIT tomorrow. What I have installed for my break? Huahuahua A lot!

1. Yam char and catch up with everyone, esp APIIT gang. Spend more alone time with my buddies. Disturb BC 24/7! huahuahua
2. Dinner at Telok Gong, 'Yeah Mei' in Puchong, Klang bakuteh, Petaling street's food, CHOW TOFOO is a must! Japanese Buffet!
3. Bake cakes, cookies and improve on cooking pasta.
4. Visit a waterfall/lake/or get BC to bring me fishing whahaha
5. Shopping all over the place! Singapore and Fashion City with Jin is a must!
6. Learn .Net ...either VB or C#, brush up on my HTML and JavaScripting, play more with Photoshop too
7. Visit the museum, planetarium, national science center, national art gallery, petronas art gallery and the Zoo!
8. RedBox, LowYat, PCFair, LAN Party!, 6am Dim Sum, Time Square roller coaster, Steamboat up in Genting, Telepon with JK, Para Para and more of Para Para
9. Format PC, clean casing, clean monitor, clean keyboard, pack all my books/notes/whatever into boxes.
10. CV and resume must be done. JobStreet. Job hunting Buy new set of clothes for interview! Huahuahua, new clothes for a new start.
11. Survey for Masters course. Not like I want to take now la, but just for my knowledge.
12. Do some arty fartsy stuff. I still have the pandan leaf idea in mind....hmm
13. And then...ahh hmmm *filter fliter* Not suitable to post here. Nanti pecah kuali.
14. Movies, animes and porn! HAHAHAHAHAHA yeah rite, me is innocent la
15. Last but not the least. DANCE BABY! I MISS DANCING! Should I start ballet again? My latin classes? Hip Hop? Modern? All of the above? Huahuahua

...actually still got la...watch BC and Zhong play football. Foosball with APIIT gang. Drinking sessions with Crabman. Visit Uncle Lim with Bill hahaha....ahhh can't wait till I'm terminated!

SIP exam was like the test. Not that though, but I'm afraid the output is going to be bad.

1 question 50 marks, consist of two section, section a(25m) and b(25m). We have to answer 2 questions, so its like 4 sections la. I managed to answer 3 sections (or at least tried to answer), but was totally clueless for one remaining 25 marks section. Conclusion? I lost 25 marks. ARGHH.

I spotted the right questions and topics, but sadly, all the topics were with another topic I didn't study for. Sad. Really sad. I'm aiming for a pass... my first time... aiming just to pass. I used to study to get my A's, my distinctions, my first class, but SIP and BRP... I'm ok with a pass. I'm just glad I didn't take some business admin or marketing course in the first place. IT is good.

Okay. DCCN and SIP down, BRP to go. My last paper tomorrow. After that I'll be unofficially declaring MERDEKA (INDEPENDANCE wOOt!). (Offcial declaration is when I get my results and pass all my subjects and FINALLY GRADUATE)

I had a sad day yesterday...but I'm just glad that I have 'instant make me happy' friends around me. It's kind of weird actually. Just talking to them, listening to their voice, listening to then rant about stuff, planning things to do together, I mean we weren't even talking about my stuff. It's does wonders to me. I'm glad I have friends who can make me feel this way. You two probably don't know I talking about you. But thanks for being there for me, even though you don't know you were there for me in the first place. If only I weren't this dead, else I would be over at your place giving you two a spank on the butt and a big fat kiss.

...I'm leaving you with some geeky jokes.

Moganadass (But I call him mogan) was my classmate since Diploma in APIIT. I'm not close to him, but we chat in class occasionally. A nice funny shy guy. May you rest in peace my dear friend.

He was involved in a car crash just outside TPM yesterday night at 10.30. According to witness, Mogan actually survived the crash. He fainted with no external injuries, but I think a whole lot of internal bleeding is going on. The ambulance came late. And when he was sent to the hospital, he was not treated immediately. Someone even covered him with 'the white cloth', but he was still alive then! But by the time the authorities decided to save him, it was already too late. For official information, read today's Malay Mail (Pg 2) or China Press.

I’m still shocked now. How can this happen. He’s just got two more papers to sit and that it. I still can’t believe it.

EK model
B20b engine with full balancing
Port n Polish
JUN high camshaft racing (272 degree)
APEXI air filter (open pod)
JUN piston
SARD fuel regulator.
APEXI ekzos
16" SPOON limited rims
BREMBO brakes
RECARO SR3 seat
Full MUGEN original bodykit

Tuned by = Teckiee Motorsports
Very powerful - 225 Bhp(Dyno tested) 100km/h in 5.5 second...

Price: RM15,000
Reason for sale = owner upgrade to 3.0 vtec

Ok. DCCN exam was the easiest paper I have ever taken in my life time. But....

NOT ENOUGH TIME TO FINISH!!!

*sign* 1 hour is not enough to draw a network diagram, illustrate it, and then answer 3 other questions. 30m, 15m, 15m. 1 hour. *sign*

Anyways, I think everyone didn't have enough time also. Everyone was screaming about it. I left out 2 questions! %##@^%$*^%* Hopefully I still get some marks for some point form I wrote for the other questions. Damn it man. I feel so frustrated. I know my facts but time is a factor. I kept my eyes on the clock also...but...but....ahhhh just not enough time!

DCCN down. SIP and BPR to go.

100111001.100110010.11100111.00010010 Roughly about 5 subnets so have to use 3 subnetbits, subnet masks becomes 11111111.11111111.10100000.00000000 wahahahaha I don't even know if I'm right.

Quick review for self

5 steps for sub netting for dummies
1. how many netID?
2. how many host (hostID) the network have to support?
3. define subnet mask that will support #1 and #2
4. define the subnetID to be used for the logically partitioned network
5. give the nodes in the network their hostID

SNMP - Simple Network Management Protocol
Goals - integrating all functions, centralised management, low cost for developer, manages device remotely, produce network analysis reports, simple

Network Management Concepts
- Application Management
- System Management
- Transmission Management (Performance, Fault Security, Configuration, Accounting)

What does a Network Management System should have/do?
- GUI, network map
- Trend analysis, network reports
- Logging (Server status, user logins, events)
- Virus protections, Alerts, Alarms, intruder detection
- Hardware monitoring, automatic log backup
- Examples, IBM Tivoli, NetView, HP OpenView

LDAP - Lightweight Directory Access Protocol, A protocol to access directory services over a network.

LPAD securities benefits
- authentication
- authorisation
- encryption
- SSL

LDAP vulnerabilities
- man in the middle
- DoS attacks
- data confidentiality

Firewalls - often consists of either one or both packet filter and proxy server
Types of firewall architecture
- packet filtering
- dual homed host
- screened host
- screened subnet

.... Hais...ok la...today's entry is more for me. Need to recap ma. Anyways, I almost cried reading this today. Very nice story. Funny yet sad. A small snippet below.

Echo"
If I have a million dollars, I would buy a house. do I have a million? No.
that's why I don't have a house.

If I have wings, I can fly. do I have wings? No. so I can never fly.

If all the waters are drawn out of Pacific Ocean, but it still can't put off the flame of love between us. Can all the waters of Pacific Ocean be drawn off? No. That's why I don't love you.
");

Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to Suet Jing,
Happy Birthday to You!

Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to Paul,
Happy Birthday to You!

Happy 21st birthday SJ! Happy 21st birthday Paul!
It's an IOU for your pressies. Belanja you two makan when you get back yah! Get drunk and have fun!

Is anyone taking Vioxx?

Echo("
Pharmacists stopped dispensing Vioxx and patients began asking their doctors about alternatives to the popular anti-pain drug after Merck & Co. pulled it from the market because new data found it doubled the risk of heart attacks and strokes.
");

Article found here.

Warning, graphics for today's entry can be 'ekkkkk' for some readers. Not recommended for under 13 readers. If you are having food, it's a better idea to finish it first before proceeding.

Scroll down to see a step by step on how a double eye lid surgery is done.

Note: I posted this not to gross you all out. This is something educational. And remember kids...don't try this at home.